Friday, September 12, 2008
My Baby
My baby is the most precious thing in my life. I am still amazed when I look at her and know she's mine. I can't believe this one time little tiny baby is now a little growing girl. She amazes me in so many ways and she is the joy and the sunshine in my life. Now, don't get me wrong, she's not perfect, especially lately with the fits and tantrums, but I love her any way. She has a way of melting my heart like no one else can or ever has. When I'm having a tough time at work, I can look at her picture and it cheers me up, that's what love is, a place in your heart that always brings a good feeling and a smile. That's what Abby does for me. My life changed as soon as I found out I was pregnant and changed even more when she got here, and it has all been for the better. I find myself planning things for us to do and wanting to do things, so she can experience it. I love going to the beach so much, but I love it even more now, because I get to see my baby enjoy it. It's such a wonderful feeling to be a mother. I recomend it to anyone up for the job! it's not easy, but nothing else in the world is more rewarding. I can't believe she is four years old, people say time flies and it really does when you have a child! it still seems like I just had her a month or so ago. She's growing so tall and has her own personality/attitude, but most of the time, it's so cute! I love her smiles, and her giggles, her songs and her voice, just everything about her! Mama loves you Abby, forever and for always!
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
What I'm looking forward to....
1. vacation!!
2. spending a whole week with my daughter & husband
3. sitting on the beach with nothing else to do
4. getting away from work
5. hearing what new things my daughter will come up with
6. not having to clean house
7. not having to dress up
8. swimming
9. seeing my baby enjoy the beach
10. lots of good food
11. fun times and good memories
I'm ready to go on vacation! it feels like it will never get here! we've been waiting so long to go and so many things have come up and we weren't even sure if we were going to get to go! But we are, as long as no hurricanes decide to take over before we leave and as long as they don't decide to drop down while we are there, cause I'll be the first one to head for the hills! I can't wait to see Abby on the beach running around finding shells and laughing. It's so magical! I feel like life is so busy and routine, I don't get the quality time I need with her and when I have the little time at night, I'm usually just so tired, that needs to change! I feel like I'm missing out on her life, and yet I'm right there with her! That is such an awful feeling. I guess that's another reason I look forward to vacation so much is because i can devote my entire week to her and not working or driving! That is a good feeling. I came home last night and after a few minutes, I told her to come here, and when she did I picked her up and kept hugging and kissing her and she finally had to tell me to stop! Luckily she sat in my lap for a little bit and I got to hold her. I miss that so much. She's getting so independent she doesn't always want to be loved on much any more, I hate that. I hope she never grows out of it completely! So I'm going to try to start getting home and making a quick dinner, so I can spend what little time I have at night with her. I wish I could work closer to home so I wasn't gone from her so much. I think it would be better for both of us.
2. spending a whole week with my daughter & husband
3. sitting on the beach with nothing else to do
4. getting away from work
5. hearing what new things my daughter will come up with
6. not having to clean house
7. not having to dress up
8. swimming
9. seeing my baby enjoy the beach
10. lots of good food
11. fun times and good memories
I'm ready to go on vacation! it feels like it will never get here! we've been waiting so long to go and so many things have come up and we weren't even sure if we were going to get to go! But we are, as long as no hurricanes decide to take over before we leave and as long as they don't decide to drop down while we are there, cause I'll be the first one to head for the hills! I can't wait to see Abby on the beach running around finding shells and laughing. It's so magical! I feel like life is so busy and routine, I don't get the quality time I need with her and when I have the little time at night, I'm usually just so tired, that needs to change! I feel like I'm missing out on her life, and yet I'm right there with her! That is such an awful feeling. I guess that's another reason I look forward to vacation so much is because i can devote my entire week to her and not working or driving! That is a good feeling. I came home last night and after a few minutes, I told her to come here, and when she did I picked her up and kept hugging and kissing her and she finally had to tell me to stop! Luckily she sat in my lap for a little bit and I got to hold her. I miss that so much. She's getting so independent she doesn't always want to be loved on much any more, I hate that. I hope she never grows out of it completely! So I'm going to try to start getting home and making a quick dinner, so I can spend what little time I have at night with her. I wish I could work closer to home so I wasn't gone from her so much. I think it would be better for both of us.
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