just some things

1. I didn't realize how long it's been since I'd blogged
2. I love my daughter and miss her terribly, even though I just saw her this morning
3.I'm aggravated with work and wish I had a good paying job in my home town
4. I'm really looking forward to the holidays and at the same time dreading them for the sadness of not having my Mama to share them with
5. Just when you think someone has changed, you find out they really haven't, what a bummer
6. Why put hope in people when they are just going to let you down?
7. Why is it their are always too many chiefs and not enough indians in the scheme of things? And the chiefs are always out to catch someone doing something wrong or messing up, even if it's meanial (sp?)
8. why can't we all just get along
9. I can't wait to dress Abby up for Halloween
10. I'm ready for a visit with my Big Sis, geez I miss her
11. Looking forward to my Mama's night out, it's been way way to long (over a year people!)
12. I miss Abby and wonder what she's doing
13. I'm wanting to go spend a day doing nothing but taking pics
14. I need a family day
15. Ready to go to my Papa's and see some of my family and have a good time
16. Not sure why I am doing this in numerical order, just seemed right
17. I want to go walk next weekend in the Breast Cancer walk, but probably won't and I hate that
18. Thinking happy thoughts of my husband and loving him so much! Happy Birthday honey!
19. Did I mention I miss my Baby?
20. Have so many things to take off work for coming up and I'm dreading it because I don't want to get crap for it!
21. Glad most of my tests turned out fine
22. Love my Dad & Marcie so much and glad I have them in my life
23. Thankful for the wonderful friends in my life and knowing I have people I can count on to be there for me and there is no drama with them!
24. Greatful for old friends that show up and take me to lunch!!! Oh how I've missed them
25. Love Love Love my family
26. Miss my family that I don't see enough!
27. Ready to leave work
28. Want to scrapbook
29. trying to figure out what to cook for the hubs bday dinner
30. Excited about giving my hubs his presents and stuff tongiht.